just 1 last wk to go. n there will be no more lect. i guess i will miss sch life. alot. e ppl whom i get to bump into in sch. e ppl see in sch everyday. to be actually tt close to leavin sch is scary. yup yup theres still intern before i officially grad. bt tt is so diff. i no longer need to go to ntu campus. no longer have e chance to run into frens in sch. wonderin who i will see each day. darius freddie fr tp joan or dbz ppl. e surprise n fun of runnin into ppl. no longer able to eat n eat n eat while studyin. bt leavin sch means liberation of certain kind of stress. n addition of new types of stress. i wonder can i cope with evt. omg. i hate changes. hate leavin comfort zone n venturin out. n i noe i will miss everyone. i haven grad n im tearin at e tot. cant imagine wad will happen when i grad.

i found this blog with recommendations of so many food places! hahaha cant wait to eat all e cakes i saw
http://www.ladyironchef.com/
dun drool haha

wkend passes by so quickly..last min shoppin trip with sarah at bugis before headin down to a fren's father's wake. gt frightened by a dog n cried in fright. i wish all dogs will stay far far away from me haha

rather emo night with regrets zippin thru again n again hmm

went to work at a baseball tournament today. many little kids. so talented. so pro. some shorter den 130 bt whack e ball with such force n consistency la. admire em really. felt like i was in another country e whole day. the kids there were mainly jap. there is a great diff btw singapore n jap kids. they are so carefree, runnin ard in e field, playin laughin happily. i suddenly realise tt singapore kids are nt as free as the rest of e kids. they are so poor thing. n e family cohesion btw jap families. damn zai. e parents rootin for e kids out in e field. e kids singing n cheerin their team mates were uber cute la.. all so small size n singin in uber high pitch voices. oh my! melted

i wan find a jap bf hahaha so tt my kids can learn base ball at bcs next time n would nt e left out LOL such a fun day

suddenly had anemia on both days. sorry if i scared u ppl with my white face. i have no idea y i suddenly like tt oso. though ive been eatin like mad. tt shud be e reason y im so tired these days. hmm time to rest more i think. ganbate

e world is in such a chaos. it feels so scary. typhoons, earthquakes. it seems like these happenings were from a diff planet, nt earth. bt yet all were actually so near to us. we really shud count our blessings, being born in this lucky country, sheltered from most natural disasters.

i feel ashame of myself sometimes. while ppl were weepin over e loss of their loved ones n home, i was here grumbling away about nothing significant.

silly ger.

to my beloved niece
bon voyage =) take care in e foreign country. hope all things go well for u n troubles stay far from u. cant believe u are all grown up n leavin sg to study in aust tml

time flies

e end of recess wk.

today was e only day tt i really get to rest at home to replenish my energy. i feel stressed n tired. dun ask me y. mini fyp. intern. tuition. sch work. evt after tuition i feel tt one of my bld vessels had burst n my brain is too clogged up to think. dun tell me my life aint stress compared to urs. diff ppl have diff stress tolerance level n mine isnt high. i admit tt. just let me be alone when i really want to. dun come n bug me. i mean it. i guess i didnt run enough to release evt. shud have carried on till im entirely drained. i guess its just e typical me. gettin pissed at every little thing again. whatever.

left with e last 6 weeks in sch. kind of sad to have to leave e sheltered environment n ppl i noe to enter a new environment.

mayb thats a gd thing. to detach from evt n everyone familiar again.

i think im pms-ing..i feel so tired that i kept sleepin. must be e jurong island thingy. carryin tt big bag n walkin ard jurong island for so long. oh my..i feel OLD.

on e other hand, i guess during e hols i really learn to let go of alot of things. i feel more cheerful n lighter. no longer going ard with a mask. i hope this last =)

nowadays, weekends feel so short. like its only a day instead of 2 hahaha n im not e only one who feels this way! are all e clocks tickin faster n faster?! pls dun! i wan to enjoy my wkends haha

time to look out for intern, type resume n send it out. jiayou jiayou! beat e stress n tiredness. dun let it beat u =) im sure we can all do it

hmm tml is e official start of wk 4 =) time flies..10 more weeks to e end of this sem.. gd or bad? haha i wish i know too.. dun really like this sem. cuz i feel super lost. been so long since i slacked at home for e wkend. feels gd to have some time for myself to stone n slp n play game n shop hehehe though i haven bought anything hehe

i cant imagine havin to reach sch by 830. this means wakin up at 6 latest n leavin my hse by 650 mayb i should go squat in hall haha im scared of feelin drained n detached. no idea y too. but i guess its time to stay focus. jia you ba ssy

came across a quiz while i was blog hoppin haha tried it n this is e result:

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hahaha quite accurate ah haha